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Paranoid

When i walked to braga yesterday, a man stopped and asked me whether i knew which transportation should he take to delivering him to Jatinangor.
I really had no idea about it. So i told the man, "Sorry sir, i had no idea"
And he directly told me that he came from Bogor, and unlucky his cellphone couldn't be used, because of low battery so he couldn't reach any of his families to pick him up. Then he began to ask me if i had 3500 rupiah for him.
I started to feel suspicious on him. Remembering that those were many fraudster here.
So i only gave him my sorry again, because i didn't have any.
He looked disappoint on me, and i left him with some thoughts in my head.

Am i right or wrong?
Why didn't i give him any money?
I didn't have 3500 but i did have 5000.
Maybe i was too suspicious on him.
But what if he really needed it?
What if i were on his position?
What would i feel?
But again, what if he lied to me?
What if he's one of fraudster cluster?
What if he took me away and hypnotic me?

Oh, maybe i'm a victim of BUSER.
The facts are I had too many paranoid feelings to people i really don't know.
I'm afraid talking to strangers.

But then again, i would feel really bad, if that man actually really needed my help.
And he's not a fraudster. He's just human trapping on troubles.
Oh, God please forgive me if i did wrong.
I hope he will be okay, wherever he is.
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